I had 7 infusions about 6 months ago (within a 6 week period the last two a day apart and the most beneficial, at a higher dose). Max dose was 2.3 mg/kg but I think most of them were 1.5-2 mg/kg
We jumped right into a decently high dose. Just a little less than my last of the 7.
This booster was at about 2.25 mg/kg. It was intense but not bad (except I didn’t have a blanket for this one and entered an arctic vision at one point, haha). This was really different from the other visuals. There was recognizable things, almost documentary style. Most of my trips are like magnified carpet fibers or oozing rollercoaster trashbags or bean bags squeezing me into a hole in the celling. A little cartoon people action sometimes but nothing that was super normal or recognizable. This one was very intense in terms of movement. I holed hard physically, I was totally ok if I died. I was so insanely nauseated after waking up. Way more than usual.
I have been doing the nasal spray (analy because I couldn’t tolerate it) and definitely had some intense trips. They weren’t as big as the IV but felt similar. I would always have an emotional hangover the next day and feel weak and vulnerable but after 3 days max I’d be feeling normal.
This time I feel like I’m either deep in my body (kind of in a little tunnel afraid to peak out) barely functional. I’m less emotional. It comes in big bursts then I’m totally numb. Both spectrums seem bad. It’s 5 days now. I feel like I should be coming out of it. I’m sore and a little worried.
Anyone else experience this? Have any advice?