Anyone else feel more depressed and specifically apathetic AFTER each infusion?
It is like the experience of ketamine made me realize how pointless and unreal “life” actually is. Like stepping outside of existence for moment and realizing no one is there, nothing is there. This all is just an endless loop of nothing, leading nowhere. So like why are we even doing this? I know that sounds extreme, I am not quite sure how to explain it. Maybe someone else on here knows what I am talking about though?