I heared that. That’s part of wanting to find people in my area. Online is great. I love all y’all, but flesh and blood has a certain something that virtual doesn’t.
Never give up! As much as I am uncomfortable with some of the implications…Learn to fly or die trying…(Insert humor here…in reference to songs I have been listening to, unrelated to ketamine), Root hog or die.
I have one non-Osmind friend that is getting ketamine therapy somewhere that isn’t where I get it. We talk from time to time, but he happens to be out of the country for a week or so. Dammit.
As far as lonely goes, I decided that ketamine is bigger than lonliness. My job includes a lot of help from volunteer involvement. When I have a volunteer that talks about struggles with mental health, I whip out my fundamentalist childhood training and proceed to give the “Come to Ketamine” speech, giving them contact info for my clinic…pretty much everything I do here (on Osmind). Don’t know if I have helped any of them, but it helps me, to feel that I have offered an option that they might not have thought of. It has also helped me to clarify what I am getting from it. Also, it has helped me on my psychedelia/mental health ‘coming out’. I try not to care what other people think (after all, they don’t do it very often), but I decided that while I don’t advertise my involvement, I don’t shy away from sharing from someone I think I might be able to help.