I have had the most beautiful and wonderful experiences of my life on Ketamine. Getting to know the real me. Addressing past trauma and current issues. Floating off out of my body and feeling like I can breathe for the first time.
On the flip side I’ve also had the feeling like I’m dying several times. I’ve also felt like I’m in another dimension but here at the same time (eyes open). I equate Ketamine to surfing and catching a wave, or a sound/music wave. If I’m not on the right wave length and I can’t get deep into my consciousness sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in between. I normally take my ear buds out and I feel like I’m dying or like everything is so weird, scary, and disorienting. Of course I never die, but curious if anyone has experienced the best and worst. I feel that if I’m immediately stressed or stuck in my head, sometimes it’s not the best time to do it. Has anyone else had any similar experiences?